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Every time I defeated by the present conditions, I manage to find a place to let out my emotions. I write a sentimental message and post it in friend circle or QQ. Later, I find it annoying to explain to those who care about me one by one. They comfort me as if I were a kid and encourage me to go on. It's quite a joke for a lady at such an age to complain about her life. Right? Will I be considered as Xianglinsao in Lu Xun's works?

An adult is suppposed to digest the hard and bitter part of life to show his growth and strength. Right? I seem to give myself too much pressure not to show my true feelings. It's impolite and rude to appear in a social media and carry too much negtive element. Most of us want to share the bright aspect and try to cover the miserable part. Few of the so-called friends lying in the address list are willing to see your scar, instead, they just want to see the scenes they can admire. They usually prefer togive thumbs-up to caring those who are in blue. Nowadays, only our family and real friends are concerned about us. It stimulates me to cherish the time we spend together and the unforgettable experiences.

I just failed in an examination and I wanna talk with my friends. But my friends seem to gothrough some difficulties and I hesitate to complain about my life. To be a reasonable girl means not to frequently trouble others with her own trivial thoughts. Right? I have to learn to convert the negtive powers into positive ones. Living is learning. But I have a very long long way to go.