Thoughts for Being a mom

Today I got this question and It's always a hard question. I did not remember what I replied, but now, some hours later, It is jumping into my mind.

Many times I am very very tired, being a mom, you did not have enough time to sleep, you need to face very complicated family relationship, you know you are not superwomom but you pretend to be one in front of your children.

Many times it is very crazy, being a mom is the most difficult work in the world, there is no standrad, even you try lots of good waysengaged much more in this work, but if your children are not successful, you may did not get the value but only other's doubt. You may be lost in this journey, you may regret sometimes.

But after more than three year's experiences with my dauthters, I am much more appreciated to have them. I deeply feel that the love from our children is always here without any requirements, as well as the trust from them.

What is the most important, I always had the questions before, why we come to the world, why we have to face death, why even we can't change the world but we still need to do it. There are so many questions, i had got many answers before, but I doubted them.

But now, my daugthers make me know that, everyone come to the world with their own mission, we can be brave to face it and just try our best to do it, even you can not change anything in the world, you get your own experience, you can enjoy it and share it with your lover, this is the most important. And finally you can see all these experienc have changed your life, and maybe some part of the world.