Relieve my worries

Today, I went to two companies for job interview. And I am not satisfied with any of them. The first job is not related with my English major while the second job needs frequent overtime work and too much pressure. What I long for is a job in which I can apply my English knowledge and also learn new things, and the job should be stable and comfortable. I know it's difficult to find an ideal one. In fact, teaching English in training mechanism is a choice with only one defect: work on weekends and in holidays, which means I don't have time to unite with my family and daughter in thoses days. Another choice: stay in my present job until my husband's job is stable, in the meanwhile, make preparation for the CATTI in the coming year. 

I tend to be more sensimental  those days because I don't want my husband to work outside Shanghai. It means change and I have to take care of my family all by myself, including keeping a good relation with my mother-in-law. I also worry about long seperation brings other problems to our marriage and insufficient father accompanying for our young daughter. However, since he expects to have a try in his deepheart, I will not protest  the idea any more. If it proves to be a good idea, I can quit my job in Shanghai and go to work in his city. If it proves not, he can come back again without regrets. 

Who knows what happens next, but  whatever happens, rejecting changes is not a wise action. And we will not be defeated by any possibilities and changes. Thinking of this, all my worries are relieved.