2019-2-1 spring festival

Today, I had a quarrel with my father.The quarrel was very fierce.Make my father's eyes wet with anger.

I am so sorry ,so sorry ...

I didn't want it to be like this,but I hate it when he says I'm not polite.and I am not impolite to the elders.i did it very well actually .though I really hate those red tapes.I kind of don't like dealing with elder relatives.

what should i do then?

My father was a stubborn man and a little macho.But I don't like being controlled ，I have my own values, which may conflict with Chinese tradition of filial piety.

what should i do?

maybe I'd be obedient if I didn't have my own values, but it's irreversible.

How should I get along with my father?

I need to apologize to my father,Tell him what I think, don't worry about me, the future of life, the road to the future can only go my own, even if the future also have to bear.

I don't want to break my father's heart, I love him.