M2 Continue to struggle继续

Someone has said that for everyone, the biggest enemy is himelf or herself.

有人说过，对于每个人来说，最大的敌人是他自己或她自己。

I do not like myself, but I prefer to this kind of feelings which is about fighting against myself.

我不喜欢我自己，然而，我喜欢这种感觉，那就是跟我自己作斗争。

At the moment, laziness represents another me.

目前来说，怠慢代表着另一个我。

Being eaten up by another me. 另一个我在吞噬着我。

I gradually admit that the death is coming to me step by step.

慢慢地，我感觉到，死亡已正向我一步一步走来。

Today's news said something about the condition of Li Ao，Mr Li.

今天的新闻讲了一些关于李敖先生的一些近况。

Exactly, he is counting the days of the death, maybe hours, or minutes and even seconds.

仔细地说，他正在数着死亡到来的时间，天数，可能是小时，或是分钟，甚至是秒数。

he cannot read, write and speak.

他不能读，写和说。

For such a wise person，this is the most suffering.

对于如此智慧的人，这是最煎熬的。

Thinking of this, 没想到这，

If I were him, what I would do?如果我是他，我将会做什么?

However, I am not him and I don't have an open heart like him.

然而，我不是他，而且，我没有他那样坦荡的心灵。

Living with the remaining is  to continue to struggle and fight.

剩余的生命里，唯有继续挣扎和跟斗。

BR/K