2019/11/07

I'm waiting in the lounge for taking off to chengdu, i have no idea since when i like to take alcohol everytime before boarding.

I'm kind of obsessing alcohol, that's another factor that do harmful to my health, and i start to look for variety of reasons like depress with no particular reasons, want to chat with buddies, anxiety, and so on.

The truth is, usually that's not really a thing.If you really want to do something, you could find a thousand reasons  supporting yourself.

I'm confused that i have to take so many paperwork, the exercise of yoga havent to a  really favor to my neck problem,but it's really depressing when it comes to your health, especially when the doctor said that it won't be easily treated. My positive attitude of life is so easily effected or fragile in front of these.

During these days, i've been talking with my friends so often. comparing my life styles with them, which turn out to be confussing.