Who killed my dream?

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When I was a child, I dreamed to go out of my hometown, to see the world outside. And I did.

When I was a student at university I met Ya.  We dreamed to travel around the world.  And we did only in China.

I also met a group of guys at university. We used to practise Taekwondo together. And I dreamed to be a girl with TKD black belt girl. And I did.

I'm an ordinary people renting a room and working in Shanghai, a busy and fast step city. I work as an English customers service in a technology company.

As little goals come true, I think I'm lost agian.  I don't know who I am, where I am, what I'm doing. I don't know where should I go in the future. My dream disappeared with the time forwarding. Maybe the goals were not my life goal.

What is the meaning of my life? Maybe there is nothing meaningful, just a simple life. A life we can live alone in the 21st century. A life we can take care of ourselves without others consideration. Will you complain that no one cares about you? Maybe a little.  But why should others think of you? We are individuals in the world. Why will others views and opinions affect your life? It's your life which only belongs to you.

What is the goal in your life? Echo said getting life better will be our permanent goal. However, what is a better life? How will you get a better life? What elements will make your life better? Does that depend on your feelings? I believe everyone has different opinions on this subject.  While the feeling of you would be affected by your experiences, and environment and time you are living. Marrying to a good person may be a good life for us. Getting a good job may be a good life for us. A healthy body and spirit may be a good life for us… These seemly are better life for all people, i.e., humankind.

Well, what is individual? What is my better life? I don't know. But my life is better than before in some common aspects surely.  I can write article in English at least and I know more knowledge of the world. Well, what would be the best for my future? What is my future life?

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