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The most important thing is to calm down and be confident.For the part 1, talk about your experience in a relaxing way. Part 2, cool down be clear about what you are gonna to talk about. For part 3, talk about something not that superficial.

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Bigbang or GD:

Well, I would like to talk about my idol G-Dragon, a famous singer from South Korea. He is also a rapper, songwriter, record producer and fashion icon. His songs are unique from any other k-pop singers also because of his voice.He is one of a kind, as he sings. I appreciatehim for his talent on music and his cool performanceon the stage. Most importantly, his attitude towards his dream and his life influences me a lot. In his song, he mentioned that his greatest arm is his confidentand also when he was asked about his ideal type of girlfriend, he said that he likes girls who dance ballet. Why? He was attracted by their confidence and elegance. SoItry harder to be confident. And later I found that it helps a lot for me believe in myself. I would not be here if I am always doubt about myself. And his leading ability is excellent as the leader of Bigbang, A world-known bang. As a leader, he had to hide his sorrow and cheer up other teammates. Once on their concert, he was exhausted but he insisted singing and dancing till he reached the rear of the stage where the assistants could notice him but not the audience nor even his teammates. Being a leader is not an easy thing. Not to say to be such successful.So wheneverIfeel tiredIwould think about GD. Be a better person and work hard for my dream. This is what my idol has been doing.Ishould learn from him.Iwant to meet him some day on his concert. Maybe years later he would change his style of music butIhope he would not change his love for music. It could be exciting to meet my idol who has beenencouragingme unconsciously.

I don’t want to be famous. I am low-key…being famous to some extent means my privacy would be damaged.That’s unacceptable for me.

Those who are strange enough and show it out on the internet would become famous easily. But this is for a short period soon some more strange people would replace them.Those who can be remembered forever might be those who make a great contribution to our country, such as President Mao. Chinese culture is typical of collectivism. so it is reasonable thatpeopleespecially remember those loyal to the country.

I feel very sorry that the privacy of the celebrity is always being influenced by the public.They could totally fight for their privacy I think.They should be treated as the ordinary. I mean don’t over judge them just because they are celebrity.

Everything about the celebrity might not be totally true. They are advertised as products in some way. The advertisement makes a huge difference on the impression of the public to the well-known person. Especially those crazy fans. As for me, I try to focus on their works or what they did instead of any images that the media create for him.

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about book：

I have read only several novels because usually I would stop reading because the plots were not attracted enough for me. Last summer vacation, I decided to find some interesting novel to kill my time. And the cover of a book named Me Before You looks wonderful and the introduce impressed me. unexpectedlyIcould hardly stop reading it. The book is about a love story. A young man became disabled and couldn’t move his body below his neck after a traffic accident. He suffered from myophagism everyday nearly every moment. What’s worse, there was no chance for him to recover. Without ability to live his ideal life, which was to take adventures and work for his business, he found his life meaningless, and decided to go for mercy killing. His family could hardly accept it and hire a girl to look after him for six months. If he didn’t change his mind six months later, they would not stop him. Disappointing enough, he kept his words.

ok, stop writing.

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without my phone, tonight I study hard in the library for the exam. of course I felt regretful that I did not prepare it earier. but there is no use to regret for the past. All I need to do is to try to make up. I came back to the dorm only to find that the jounir are complaining about how busy they are and how the task is difficult for them. I was expectedly affected. maybe we just have to quit from that program in RFC. they are not ready for the challenges. feel sorry and pityful. but... that's enough.