Listen to My Inner Voice(Day1)

This Tuesday, I woke up early in the morning. I have something to do which my mother assigned to me last night. I miss my new-born nephew who is at home now. I want to hold the little boy in my arms and kiss him in the cheeks. He is just so cute and I love him deeply. It is really difficult to think about a name for him. What few books I have read! I blame myself for that. I have set a target on the wechat yesterday, so this year I will have a lot of things to do. There is no doubt that I will keep my promise. I'm that sort of person and I never eat my words. Writing lets me know myself a little bit more clearly. I think self-knowledge is extremely important for each of us. The more you know about your true self, the happier you will be in the future. The reason is that if you know your strengths and weaknesses, It can benefit you a lot to be a better person.

  I want to pursuit my academic study in Beijing which totally depends on the luck and my hard work. Why do I perfer Beijing? Because it is a place which full of opportunities. In some sense, it is a stage on which I can perform my most fantastic life story. People there have more ambitions and dreams. Most people try to struggle for a bright future for themselves. I don't like being living in one place for a long time because it makes me feel so stuck up. I go to the same places again and again; I see the same faces every day; I do the same work repeatedly. My heart needs something new to activate and my mind needs something new to refersh. That is what I meant to do. I forbid my time pass by meaninglessly. Who am I？ That is a question to which I will never cease to find the answer.

  This year, I have made up my mind that I will improve on my major. Mastering English is a slow work which needs persistent study. It requires me to have enough input and output. I will finish reading three English books in a month. As a result, the total is 30 books in this year.  My ears need to be alert to understand English materials which means I should listen to English regularly. Writing in English is of great importance too. In the past five years, I have wasted plenty of time on trifle things. I'm deeply sorry for my lost time which in turn let me value it more in the year to come.