To win is not the destination

For a long time, I thought I have already lost myself.

No idea about where I'm heading.

While people start obsessed with things they want,they will become paranoia.

Guess that's why lots of people trapped in the mess

The more they want to get the thing, deepen they fallen.

They never notice that probably not the thing they want anymore

People get through the ups and downs in a whole life

No one is an exception

Fatigue probably overwhelmed

Loneliness may haunted

Worse they feel, terrible it becomes

No end, no start

Like an infinite loop

Nightmares hanging around no matter what you do what you think 

But human brain has an amazing function, filter.

All of the bad things will be eliminated without a notice

Finally when we look back to the whole life

There are two endings waiting

You forget the pain, and keep doing same stupid things,

Struggling in an obscure life

End with nothing

Or you got self improvement from fighting with the bad world

Insisting your beliefs

End with self satisfaction

Get yourself satisfied is the destination of every trace.

A destination also means a new start