当我在图书馆见证秀恩爱者的心理活动

I know that, for sure, there is some crazy passion and love between the two of you, because you are soooo in love with each other. I can understand, even though I honestly have never experienced it, and probably have seen nothing like this before. But this is outrageous, yes indeed.

Out in public in the freaking library, would you guys please have a little bit of dignity and respect for others around you? Tapping so hard and shaking your lover like that is definitely unacceptable . Why ? Because we are trying to get some work done here , please be noted.

Well ,as for me myself, I guess it is best to stay single, before I am economically independent. In most cases I have to say, as far as I have noticed, it makes no sense to spend so much time doing such intimate things to each other, whether in public or just by yourselves. But despite my so-called verbal “I am not interested ,I don’t give a damn about having a relationship thing, “something called instinct and underlying senses called me to dream about it ,fantasize about it,  recently mostly about one boy, oh my gosh. Maybe I should simply stick to my original plan of being happily alone most of the time, and sharing some joyful moments with my dear friends ,at the same time, keep on chasing my idols who will never fail me like those people in reality ,who do fail me. I mean they are so good-looking ,perfect in character , will never let me down, so distant yet so touching and loving. I will stick to chasing the weeknd, Conan gray , troye Sivan，Benedict cumberbatch .that is probably it. Okay, it is done for now, it’s 2019.12.17.,2.19PM，in the school library in  jiulidi campus. Just some random thoughts.