2019-07-04 Cant bring myself good condition

My life situation

Its so boring afternoon.now its 4:28pm.Actually I did nothing in the afternoon.Cause there is nothing could give me the inspiration and passion to do anything i should do .

I am very clear that in those important moments no one really care about you i should grab this chance to improve my skills and my design view. That is what i need now.However my mind and my body cant corporate with each other that my body always delay the things i should do it . in most time i just so tired to do everything,i do not know why i often feel so frustrating and i cant keep my strength going.The hardest thing for me is to insist my good condition to learn more everyday.

I just stay the same place for too long time .Where is my interest?

Even now i cant keep writing cause im so lazy and tired.