Daily diary — 20th July

    It’s the second day that I accept a pre-job training from HuaShan Hospital . Professor Zhang Wenhong made a speech to us today , I am so lucky that I could witness the presence of outstanding doctors , including many hospital leaders , many professors from different departments . I don’t know weather I will become an excellent doctor like them , but I believe that the first thing I should do is to try to be a qualified doctor in a hospital , I should learn more things now , my previous experiences about pre-hospital first aid is not enough for the present job . I need to learn how to read X-ray photographs and know the procedure of dealing with a patient , call a consultant or make some necessary exam . I am full of energy now , and my excitement is irrepressible at the thought of the new work .

    Another important thing is that I could get remuneration again and I don’t need to worry about my bread issue .

    Most of the new staffs are postgraduates , some are masters and some are real doctors who have published many academic papers . Though I am only a bachelor , and I was 5 years older than the same bachelors colleagues . I didn’t feel afraid at all . They have their own ways and I have my own road , I don’t want to say something , something comforting to myself , such as I could also get a PhD degree in the future . What I can do is to compare with myself , compare with my past , if I make progress , then I win .

    What’s more , two day’s arrangements are full and I have no time to play PC games , I am so happy because I have some serious things to do now . Try to be addicted to my job , I will get huge sense of satisfaction twenty years later .

    In addition , I could sleep at 10 PM and wake up at 6 AM now , very punctually !