Happy Sad New Year’s Eve

He has a lot of secrets,

a lot of friends.

I have a lot of chaos,

a lot of feelings never ends.

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I shouldn't have told him how I feel for him,

so that I would never have fallen for him.

We are from different planets,

cruched on each other during a journey.

Driving on compare lines,

once crossed,

fade further and further away.

No matter how hard I try to reach to you,

I could grab nothing but only the shades of your shadows.

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Do you believe in destiny?

I used to,

not any more.

For the vain pleasure.

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All the bygones they can be the bygones.

Nothing left to lose but those messed up dreams.

Memories drift in and out of my mind,

and the little people get left behind,

so whatever.

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New year old wine,

Different period same lost.

Whisper when you are dreaming:

" I low-key affection you."

Pointless,

but worth it.

It's my lucid dream.