thank you，the one who bothers me

sometimes we may lose our temper when someone tries to stir up trouble deliberately.we are mad or get angry. we are becoming the slave of our emotions.

people speak without any reasonable mind when rage, just pour out all emotional negative feelings that may be full of prejudice. emotion turns a good guy into monster.

Today I made a mistake because of others  being difficult. I had to work today and make some samples for new products examination. I am very unlucky to meet the production manager, a petty, unreasonably querulous and mean women. when I tried to borrow a pair of gloves, she said No. It's ok, I will find one from other place. It is true that restrict economy is common in company.

The following things happened I cannot understand is so ridiculous. when I asked her if they use the laser machine, she said no and agreed that I can use. when I managed to get the PC password from her,she didn't tell me and threatened others didn't tell me.

I got the password finally and she was so unhappy and asked others to blame me. I really can't stand this drama and said the facts in front of her. I got her permission to use themachine and she still created problems where none exists.

finally, the problem changed from permission to password. she kept fixating in how I get the password. I was tired to quarrel with her and just listened whatever she wanted to say.

I was in the bad mood all themorning. I know that I shouldn't care about her behavior and herself. But I was emotional and angry when she try to muddle the fact and faked some things to slandered me.

I find that I am not a good  crisis management and I don't  know how to speak up for myself clearly. Being agitated by others easily is a shortcoming for me. this thing lectures me that taking care of your emotion before you try to explain or argue something.