To begin anew

It’s about the time to say goodbyes to 2018, no matter how much or how less will fade-away as time passes. But time flies like wind, we feel it but failed to catch up with it all the time.

I am a profiles collection weirdo...as I never stop collecting them what seemed to be useful or maybe it can be used sometimes. But day by day, I developed a habit of collecting instead of studying or using, how stupid and ridiculous...

By reviewing the history, I never succeeded in learning any knowledge by insisting studying persistently.

So I got experience with failures, there is possibilities of making changes and marching ahead and moving forward.

Today we live in a world where information technology is particularly developed, we can get all the information just by fingertips. I usually ask myself questions like this:

Why I miss the chances to improve myself?

Why I don’t have the abilities to make that change?

Why am I afraid of moving forward?

Every time I look at myself, all external aspects show up, I am complaining, being nervous and grumpy and suffering any stupid emotional moment.

This evening I suddenly had an idea to learn something new, learning a new language. I just studied online courses for Spanish very basic pronunciations. I am hungry to learn new things, new languages.

But then what happened is that I am aware of that I haven’t learnt English very well! How can I learn a new language?!

Like a lot of people, I have only three minutes of heat for new things. That’s why these lots of people get normal, that’s why I get normal. But I have to figure out how I can avoid being normal.

That’s grind I gonna face and experience. It’s always tough to struggle with the rebellion of laziness, but I have to focus on the goals I want to achieve. The principals are always simple, so let’s just move simply step by step.

Good night.