15110-张智峰-laurence
At the first moment, i thought it was not that hard to write a training summary, indeed it wasn’t. i got home about 9:50pm, and thought it over what i gained in this class. The answer directly straightly hurt my heart and also i was exposed to my inner mind undoutedly. Because i haven’t done enough work for the english pic books telling for my kid, and i seemed to find some excuses to defend for myself.
Ever since my wife was pregnant, i read some books about parenting, just like i said in the class, i really got the feeling of reborn. Thanks to my wife and my son, without them, i even didn’t notice my weakness in my character, during the time i read those parenting books, i strongly felt that i had the obligation using the quality time to be with family members, especially before my kid was 6 years old. As the time went by, i became not very motivated for the parenting, at first i thought i was tired at my job and family work, i always found excuses for me, such as my job had a tight schedule, i also had my closed friends hanging out. The consequence was that i didn’t move forward in my parenting journey, especially in english pic story books telling.
During the training camp, i saw Master Lily, Master Rina, and my lovely classmates, they really moved me to tears, for their strong willing, determination, creativity, hardship and etc, When i read their dairies these days, i felt a strong interest from them that moved them go on and on without feeling tired. The hardest thing for me before was that i didn’t jump out of my comfort zone efficiently, i sometimes still wanted to go out with my friends, sometimes i needed to do OT. That was rediculous.
After finishing this camp, though time was short, the meaning was unlimited. Without any excuse, i need to adjust my time to re-evaluate my english pic story books telling method. From the mental state to the specific ways to realize my goal. The most urgent thing now was clarify my books, learn from the anyone else, and set up my work and life schedule, do the work efficiently, leave a happy mood and leisure time for my kid’s story reading. All i needed to do is determination and arrangements.