The last and the first day of the year

I spent the last day of 2018 with Sunny who was the last one I saw in 2018 and the first one I saw in 2019. We watched a film and stepped into a café later. We chose one table along the window and talked randomly. We  sat face to face and I could view her very clearly. Only then did I realized I was  more unfamiliar with her than I imagined. She is a little thin and smiled so happily. And we didn't feel any awkward after I told her my inner words. And we didn't mention anything about our relationship. We shared our stories to each other and she showed her photos stored in her phone to me. During these five hours, we were more like two children, sharing each other's secrets and happy times which drew closer our relationship.

I'm not sure whether she has accepted me but I enjoy the time staying with her. It's enough. Pushing too hard is not a good way to win her back. Instead, I should create more chances for us to know each other.