Calm down

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来了学校后，基本上我们就过上了吵架的生活。

谁都不愿意，但是还是会发生。

每次一吵架，我看他就各种不爽，觉得他特别窝囊，哪里都想打。

然后，今天我们又吵架了。

中午吃饭的时候论文。

我说我的查重率低，他们说 不代表任何问题。

我说我的论文有自己写的部分啊。他们说 那也有地方是抄的啊。

说过来说过去 他们只是认为 你写的论文就是一篇普通的论文啊，写的如何，反正没看过都不能说明任何问题。

后来下午醒来跟他电话去拿水。

承认打水这种事情是应该自己去的。

由于中午吵的时间太久，没有空也不想等他。就把开水瓶放他宿舍了。

电话说：我一会儿就下来

一会儿是多久啊  生怕自己在楼下等

马上下来啊，挂了电话就下来啊

那你穿好衣服下来啊。

结果我在楼下等了10多分钟，用阿姨的手机给他打电话他才下来。

最后他简单一句，我听错了，我错了。

都不想生气的还是生气了

不想吵架的，还是吵架了。

吵架伤心，伤身。

什么事情都让着点儿。

Mom，are you ready to behis friend? Try not to be that high up to be friend. I want everything to below. Just try your best, I don't want you and my dad to be replaced a meansagain, I want you and my dad to be placed and settled to be friends. I am nottrying to be mean, I just want everyone to be friends, and if I can be nice, I thinkall of us can be nice too.

I am not trying to be mean, but……I try todo my best in my heart. Nothing else than that, I want you mom, my dad, everyoneto be friends, I want everyone to be smiling, no one be mad. I want everything smiles.Especially when I see someone; I want them to see smile, especially nana andeveryone. And I want everyone to smile. And if that for my dad and you mom, Ithink you can do it, I think you can settle your mean heights down a little toshort heights. And it’s both. OK? I am not trying to be mean; I’m not trying tobe a burly; I’m trying to be steady on the floor, not way down, and straight, onthe middle where my heart is, my heat is something, everyone else’s heart is somethingtoo. And if we live in a world everyone to be mean. Everyone will be a monsterin the future. What if, there’s a little bit of person and we were eating them,then no one will ever be in there. Only leave the monster in our place, we needeveryone to be a person, everyone including me and my mom, everyone. I justwant everything to be settle down.Nothing else. I just want everythingto be good as possible. Nothing else. I love you, too!

今天去检查胸部，医生说我脾气大。

觉得自己真的给改改脾气了。

回想自己以前和孟双的交谈和一些生气。

其实，确实是很没有必要。生气，也只会让孟双哥哥对我伤心。

所以，以后我不要生气了。

心里怎么想的，就和孟双哥哥说~

如果他能为我做到，一定会努力

如果他不能为我做到， 那么就去理解他~

楼下阿姨也说我不能老是生气耍公主脾气。

未来我们要好好在一起，互相包容和体谅。