L35-1 Topic: A difficult choice

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It was my mom who gave birth to me, but it was my grandma who brought me up and always stood by my side beyond doubt, giving me supports whenever I was weak.

After I passed college entrance examination and graduated from high school, she was so glad I was about to start a new life in college, but suddenly everything seemed to get out of control. Grandma was hit by stroke and was unable to walk even talk in a short time. I still remembered those summers nights we spent together. In those days, I had to face the choice to either stay at home and look after her or go to college. I told her I didn't want to leave her but she refused. The end result of it was my uncles and aunts said they would take good care of her and they sent me to college. But I had the feeling that something was missing. It looked like I escaped from the responsibility to take care of her. I just left when she needed me most. I always feel guilty these years for grandma passed away when I was in grade two. I hope all of this was a nightmare but it was not. 

The worst choice, a huge mistake, I had ever made teaches the life is something about 'now or never', so we should spend more time with family and friends as it may never come again.