The essence

I had been thinking about what was the main culprit making me fail my driving test last time. I thought the one to blame was the anxiety partly coming from the pressure of looking for a job. This time, still feeling nervous, I finally made it. Looking back, I found out there is something more behind the ostensible reason. I was not ready last time. That failure is indicative of one of my weaknesses. I have difficulty calming down myself when I’m not prepared but want to complete it quickly. To solve this problem, I need to do some challenging tasks from time to time to learn to calm down before important moments. Second, I need to get the essence of doing one thing faster. For example, if I want to be a good friend with someone, I need to understand what is behind his ostensible behaviours and words to better know his characters. Now I suddenly find out one more important thing to do is to increase my wealth which means I have to get a job first. Only by doing so can I have more choices of doing what kind of things I want.