English Diary (Day 7)

Saturday, 2018-1-13 No.7

Yesterday I didn't write a diary.

The reason is, I was disappointed in a love affair.

Yesterday, I talked with my classmates on QQ, including the girl who I liked. When it came to "who I like", they seemed to be really interested in it. Since I didn't tell them who I liked, they began to guess that, which made me so upset. So I sent messages to them, saying: "You hurt me! Why did you do that?" And then, they didn't respond to me. I didn't realize the seriousness of the event.

That night, the girl who I liked sent a message to me, whose content is: "Sorry, I shouldn't interfere with your secrets. So I decided not to use QQ anymore. If you have something to say, say it." So, I replied to her: "If I tell you that... the girl I like is... you..."

She responded: "You seem to be stimulated by me. You know, I have my beloved. And, you nearly let me lose my best friend. Now, everything has been at an end. Forget everything between us. Delete our chat records. Meet again when new term starts. Good night." These are the last messages she sent to me.

That night, I couldn't contain my tears. It was the first time since I entered senior high that I cried so sadly.

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Now, I have accepted everything. I know I am too sensitive and my lack of courage is a problem. I know that she is just a beautiful view of my senior high school life. That's just destiny. I needn't be so sad. Though I am excellent, I haven't met the person of my fate. If I hold on to my dream, and struggle, I will eventually gain love in the future.

COMMENT

be disappointed in a love affair 失恋

interfere vi.干涉

stimulate vi.&vt.刺激

destiny,fate n.命运