9.16 孩子， 你慢慢来 don't be afair be yourself

I have no idea whether I can work and study at same time

English stop me being confidence inside and outside

as well as my fat

I am trying to change all the time

But English cannot improve quickly

忽然想到龙应台的一本书 书名 孩子， 你慢慢来

眼泪充满眼眶

为什么听着歌 又想写些什么

dinner with Gav

I have no idea what would going on

should I continue ask or I should not bother him, just waiting for him

I have no idea

I am so sorry that I always bother him

but I really really want to seen he

I always feel sorry most time

But NEVER say it

Just like when I do the interview

Not express my own idea would never let them know my needs and appreciate

The most important thing between people is communication

But most time when I face stakerholder

I even need courage to say a word

What am I afraid of

I am afraid of bother other people's life

I am afraid  of make them feel unconfortable

I am afraid I look like an stupid

I am afraid of other's feedback

SO I do care others mind about me

I just don't care the people I have no intersection

These people with intersection, I do care

But

Just

don't be afair

be yourself

please