A Letter

   It's a letter for the one I love most but lost. I want to tell her that I was regert I didn't say.

   I was so regret that I didn't say sorry for I didn't argue any word for her when she was treated badly under my eyes.

   I was so regret that I didn't say how deeply I know her pain when she was suffered from illness and loneliness.

   I was so regret that I didn't say how much I miss her from past till now when she wasn't by my side.

   I was so regret that I didn't say how much I love her not only for all she had taught me ,but also for her ten-years pacient company.

   Somebody told me that "Time heals all",but I think it only lets me know how stupid I was in the past.

   Now I know heartbreak as well as I know the taste of the ocean in my tears and the way my breath gets stuck in my heart instead of my throat.

   I know what it's like to carry regret on a chain around my neck.

   I know what it's like to cry when wake up and realized it was just a dream that she still alive.

   I know what it's like to be lost but only because I so terrified to open my eyes and find myself forlorn.

   I know what it's like to be drunk from my tears and sober from the pain. I know what it's like -- to feel alone.

   Now I Know all the pain she had went through.

   I want to tell her that if she wanna cry,I can cry with her.

   I want to tell her that I knew she was waiting for the child she missed so much,and I can always be there with her.

   I want to tell her so much but I had no chance now.

   So my friend, just told the one you loved what you wanna tell her instead of carrying regret to the grave.