what I want in my age of 30

Deep in my heart, I want to seek something new. 

Deep in my heart, I am a sentimental girl, who desperately need to be needed and acknowledged by others.

 I  want to be fulfilled each day I get off the work so that I can put on a sincere smile meeting my family and having a sound sleep without regrets.

 I want to help others and make so-called contributons by making full use of what I learned, and I am not afriad of hardwork and challenges because I know they also mean new chances.

However, to be a superwoman is not my aim; to be a happy woman with a contented mind is what I always long for.

As time flies by, one man's life can be very short compared with the long history of humans.

I should accomplish something in my age of 30, but in fact I am still a man trapped in the deep hole who can't see the light leading my future way. 

Shoulder to shoulder, together with my husband, I want to hold a clear sky for my whole family in the near future.