SY 87 100+

Winds,rains,moon.

Fog,snow,sun.

Everyone should have his/her own world,or he/she would be the poorest one.Luckily I have one but I dislike it.I will make some changes to beautify my world to welcome beautiful you,my girl.

If you agree with me,just say OK.If not,a smile is the best present.

Life is what happens to you while you are busy making oher plans.Wandering on the bridge,thingking whether wait or not.I fell down.I hesited on the corner,feeling the wind and the darkness.Light turn green,I saw no reason to go.Then green again,I gave up waiting desparately.However,your voice flew to my heart just in a second.

You asked me why I was silent.I knew you felt my sadness which was determined to wrap me overnight.I put my feet in my mouth.I talked about love and friends which made it more embrassing.I showed my loneness and you show a bit,too.I asked if you can go with me.You  refused with a silly excuse.All of them came too fast,I didn't know what to say.

At night,I fought with despression and coldness with the help of music.Of course,music didn't work only to make my mind full of your words,voice and smiles.

What I'm sure is  I didn't have my tears fall.I swore I wouldn't let you see the same me.When I'm weak,I escape,bury in thought and bleed in the fight.When I'm strong,I come to you.