Give myself some duty

I already study English almost a whole year. At first I think I studied pretty good , but when I start leave my school to work something had changed. I usually loaf on the job , especially study English . Three days ago I have a hoilday about  two days , this hoilday makes me felt lost time by myself . That feeling make me anxiety and afraid .So why I always couldn't  keep going study ?

Last Thursday  I listened a speech by LuoHaoYv . When I listened this speech , I had a question about this man why he can keep going to speech . And I can't keep going to study English . After this discussion , I got this answer. Because he promise all of people he will speech 20 year when every year almost over . He had this promise , he must finished this thing . I decided use the same way as LuoHaoYv . I invited teacher.Ma help me . The way is I must write two English article in every week , if I unfinish this thing , I will buy fruit for Molly . I think this way is pretty good.For me  it's couldn't be bad , then just try it.

But this study's road is pretty hard and far to me . First , I am working now , so I didn't had regular time to study in everyday . Sometimes I forgot that study English when I was busy something . So I always lose someone's train of thought  . Second I usually meet a large of problems . For example , just like my article's title . I found  two words can vioce this meaning , and they both are noun . So I didn't konw how to choice , so casual choice a word . Third , I  became didn't had the patience , when I watch a video about English , after a few minutes I will become restless person . 

If I work out these problems , I believe my English level will scale new heights .