那个夜晚的我

我知道那天有风吹过你和我的头发，但我怎么抓得住风呢。

Yesterday I went to the park with him. It was night, with a lot of stars shining on the sky. We walked while talking about our thoughts and experiences. I can still recall some of those. I don't know. May be I have already been mad because I enjoyed the feeling of staying with him. When the time we walked in a little space along the water and the reeds, I said' why don't us sit down for a while?' He said yes. So we sat down under the bright sky. On the way we came here, I was too timid to look at him. But now, may be because the dark environment encouraged me, I looked into his eyes directly. They were so attractive, his eyes, nose and even his Adam's apple. I can tell he was a little uncomfortable about me looking at him all the time. So I turn off my face some time. I saw a bright reflection through the wooden floor. It moved from time to time with the winds. Then he said' look at the stars. I haven't seen so many stars on the sky for a while, it remains me of my childhood.' Then I started to watch the stars while my thought was floating to the picture of me enjoying the stars in my old house by myself. I just could not get enough of it. But now he was sitting right beside me, how can I think of anything but him. I tried to touch his  right arm. It was sweaty. Normally I would feel gross about this, but at that time, it was him with his white wonderful skin. We did not sit for long. Then we continued to walk. I wondered when I could see him again. So I showed much interests in watching a new movie. But he just said, you know what, you can go to see it whenever you want. Oh, I was so disappointed. At the end of the night, I told myself to calm down. As if I had already seen that coming. Even though I could not be with him. I still wanted to keep this memory. So I brought some paint marbles online and decided to paint that moment down. I shall never                         

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forget this wonderful evening.