Difficult time about learning English

Sometimes, I think I was forced to learn English. But I had to do for a variety of reasons. First, if I want to have a promising career path, I need to be fluent in English. Second, I need to pass the English interview about the MBA entrance final English speaking test. Third, if I can learn English well, it will greatly help me build my self-confidence.

However, when I hear the other person speak English very well, I feel frustrated, and even lose my heart.  When I talk with foreigners , I feel very stressed and cannot speak what I want to talk.All these made me  have no confidence about my English.

The problem is as below, but do I need to give up?

No , absolutely not. Because give up is not in my world.

So, how should I change this situation and solve this problem?

Recently , I read a novel about a girl . She used to be a very bad girl in middle school. Everyone thought she was not smart. But when she went into high school , she set the Tinghua University as the goal . So she studied hard. However , her English was very poor and always lagged entire scores behind. She made her determination to learn English and she set 2 goals. First , read and recite English essay for one hour everyday. Second, recite 20 English vocabularies. She spared no effort to learn English. After the following 3 English test results came out, she still got bad scores, making her feel unhappy. And she wonder whether the above methods were useful or not. But she still persevered . In the end , she realized her dream.

From the story, no matter it's true or not, it tells ​me the importance about persistence. Set a goal . Then be patient and stick to it.

​Don't worry about the following speaking test. Just make my plan and  stick to it.