I can

    When i was a child, i was a self-abased，incommunicative,susceptive child. I don't konw what made me. I  know  it's  a  sin  to  blame it all on my parents. but,  It  has  nothing to do with me，It  was  before  I  was conscious.I can't  control it  when I'm  conscious.

      I didn't have the courage, and no one  encouraged me to change. I know the  environment has affected me， Since the  day the sperm  and egg are combined. I  can't forget the poverty and coldness of my childhood.

    It is self-esteem that keeps me going  until  now,  and I am slowly changing. Whether  forced or motivated, I cherish  every  opportunity，Because I'm not an  outstanding person. 

    I use every opportunity on stage to train my mind. I envy those  who speak fluently on the stage，I also envy those who speak English fluently.  Maybe I  was influenced by the  presidential speech and the graduation speech, and by TED.  I  think that's cool.  Because I have also  experienced the feeling of singing on stage  in full view of the public.They were staring at me singing.The condescending, cheering  feeling is  great.  I think every  speaker is  enjoying that moment.