day29-The road less traveled

2019.3.14 己亥二月初八 周四

         I becamed,feeling understood,"Thank you,"I said."What do you think should be done about it?"

         我满脸笑容，感觉懂了。“谢谢你。“我说，”那你认为我该如何做呢？“

         To this Mac replied,"I told you,Scott,you do have a problem."

         这是麦克的回答：“我告诉你了，斯科特，你确实有问题。”

          This was hardly the response I expected."Yes," I said.slightly annoyed,"I know I have a problem.That's why I came to see you.What do you think I ought to do about it?"

          这并不是我期待的回答。 “是的”，我说，有点怒了，“我知道我有问题，所以我才来找你，那你认为我该怎么做呢？”

          Mac responded:"Scott,apparently you haven't listened to what I said.I have heard you,and I am agreeing with you.You do have a problem."

          麦克回答：“斯科特，明显你没听我说，我听到你讲的，我也同意你，你确实有问题。”

          "Goddammit," I said, "I know I have a problem. I knew that when I came in here.The question is,what am I going to do about it ?"

         "天啊，”我说，“我知道我有问题，我来这里时就知道 ，问题是我该 怎么做？”

         "scott," Mac replied,"I want you to listen.Listen closely and I will say it again.I agree with you.You do have a problem.Specifically,you have a problem with time.Your time.Not my time.It's not my problem.It's your problem with your time.You,Scott Peck,have a problem with your time.That's all I'm going to say about it."

       ”斯科特，“麦克回复说，”我要你仔细听我再说一遍。我同意你，你确实有问题，确切地说，你有时间上的问题。你的时间，不是我的时间。这不是我的问题，是你的时间上的问题。你，斯科特，有你时间上的问题，这就是我所有要讲的东西。”

          I turned and strode out of Mac's office,furious.And I stayed furious.I hated Mac Badgely.For three months I hated him.I felt that he had a severe character disorder.How else could he be so callous?Here I had gone to him humbly asking for just a little bit of help,a little bit of advice,and the bastard wasn't even willing to assume enough reponsibility even to try to help me,even to do his job as director of the clinic.If he wasn't supposed to help manage such problems as director of the clinic,what the hell was he supposed to do?

        我转身大步走出麦克的办公室，狂怒。我怒气不消。我恨麦克－百吉利，三个月内我都恨他。我觉得他有严重的性格障碍，他怎么能如此地冷漠？ 我这里非常谦虚地去找他，寻求一点点帮助，一点点建议，可这个混蛋连尽身为一名门诊部主管的职责帮一帮我都不愿意干。 如果他身为门诊部主管不应该帮助解决这样的问题，那他大爷的应该做啥？