2019 ends in clodness

what a cold day!

I am sending T's grandma to station. She is going home again... and now I am waiting for T's coming out from the station for over 1 hour. A policeman comes and urges me to leave because I have stayed here too long.

I want to take a clear picture for the square but light is bad.

I want to write something but I can't recall anything to write it down. my memory is leaving from me. I can't keep any of them. Only empty remains.

I am age of 30 with a problem body. I feel somehow scared.

I don't know what is in front of me in the uncertain future. I enjoy my life now but there is anxiety in me. I am worried but not sure what should I do.

Now I stay away from my old fellows. Only have myself in my life. it's not a colorful life. my surrounding is short-light. I should fall in with them. So please restart.

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