The End of The Fucking World

I am trying to write my feeling of watching it in English. Just try it and write it for myself, maybe there are many mistakes in grammar or vocabularies，please don't mind it. I am still raw.

I have known this TV series and Friends for about one year. At the first, I watched Friends,and it may be not my taste, so I thought  this one is the same type with Friends, I put it away until today. I watched it just now without break, it attracted me.

At the beginning of it, James said he is psychopath and we can find Alyssa is also a special girl. I guess that they would enter the world of each other and cure each other. when James met Alyssa, he wanted to kill her with a knife, but I know that he was falling in love when he couldn't  say "No" to Alyssa. They traveled and made many troubles that wasn't a common trouble. They committed a crime, although they were just for self-defense. And the Alyssa started to recognized that she was not alone, and she had James, she started to use "we". 

There was a moment moved me, Alyssa were caught by a salesman of market, she escaped from  the market when this man were to deal with a little girl's missing. But she met the little girl on the way of escaping, she took the girl back finally and also sent her back to the salesman. She is a special girl but she is also a kind girl. And I love her character, she is brave and good at to expressing her love and her hate. Maybe the way of expressing isn't correct, but I still want to be her, I don't want to be a obedient girl all the time, although I am also not in fact. As Alyssa said, we should learn how to refuse someone, but like James, I am also a person who  can't refuse others.

James said he was a psychopath, but in the end, he found he was not. Maybe he was, but he isn't now. James was a kind of boy that I will love. He was strange and little words, but when you enter his world, you will find he is warm. But I am not the girl has the key of his world. I have seen a comment said that "when he was 17 years old, he took a knife and wanted to kill that girl, but on the first day of 18, he decided to stand out and protected that girl. " But he had already put away the knife and hold a potted of flowers when he met Alyssa.

Maybe there are some people have been hurt by the world and they become special. But I believe there is still beauty in their hearts. They can be cured or they can be better when they meet someone with the key, just like James and Alyssa.