I insist on writting english diary without dictionary, though the article would be cramped or saline ,and simultaneity more errors would occur.
The Belial in Heart
I don't know wheather evryone has belial in heart. And the belial displays is different amonge the different ones. Some reveals on funk when in the special circumstance or on doing some special things, some reveals on intense appetency which couldn't control, and some reveals the despair which is occurred without sake, etc.
I think the belial is formed by the experience of the life, specially the stricken or filliped. Generally, someone who is indrawn and not enjoy intercommunicating whith others, would easilly got funk. who don't confide to the orthers when he or she is on frustration, the contuse is overstock the one's heart, and this affect the person to do same thing afterthere.
And I has the belial too. I eager to do well in everything, and this is formed when I was little. my parents eagerred to compared me to the orthers, and usually said some sentence which was abjective or peeved me in public. As time passes, I wanted to do evrything the best and which orther couldn't do. But sometimes, somethings is not my strong suit, and when I cannot do it better than others, I might tasted very terrified or humiliation. But it is locky to me that, I had conquerred these belial soon.
But there is one belial on zhd that he couldn't drive motobike on the road in hometown in the target of public criticism., these days during the Chinese New Year, he would pile out the one-step and strive to conquerred it.
Something is worth while even it would paid out our anima,the rather that the ethereal baffle of belial, and we don't needn't knuckle under it.