You have your goal and your motivation; what else do you need?
Don't distract your focus.
Make clear thing clearer; don't think of other things.
Empty your mind. There is only one goal that you need to achieve first.
You want to earn respects from others, which I totally understand, but you have to know it's much harder to get respects from friends than from strangers.
The more you learn, the more aspects you will find you don't understand.
Stay low key. Be nice.
Don't rush to make a decision. When you want to, deep breathing, breathing... Calm down, Calm down.
When I lose direction or courage, I will be here to analyse the problem and encourage myself.
Writing is like singing and whispering in order to wait for the boiling water becoming cool.
There will be me and another me. A guy with problems, another guy is mentor guiding to find root cause.
I like doing this. It works and is effective. Feel much better.