I was forced to be fierce

life is hard, as always. but this is something I must solve.

1st, defend. No, just express. This is what you need to insist.

2nd, improve. Be alert, be more excellent than anyone else. create your list and conduct them no matter what kind of altitiude you would encounter. Job is task. Finish task. Made no mistake. Then build on this. Bravely discuss everything you want and then explain, keep explaining. 

We are equal. Extremely equal. No matter what happened.

You could not go back to the original state. But you must be alert. Be strategically hardworking. That is all. Show them.