2015/08/17

Recently,I am sort of haunted by some feelings, ideas and problems covering a host of things in my daily life.

First of all, my future career planning. Aspirations will be raised,but so will frustrations. Now that I have determined  to go to America in pursuit of a brand new life in a foreign land, I tried to make the best use of my time to prepare TOEFL and GRE,even in the working time. However, when I was in the office and having some trivial but troublesome tasks, I started to feel overwhelmed because of the limited time and the slow progress. Once I had these feelings, a voice in my mind always came to me:" You should quit your job and do what you really want! " However, I just cannot make this decision easily,in view of my responsibility for the team, my social insurance, money and so forth.

Whenever I hesitated to make a decision, I was reminded of my beloved girl Yu Qin: She is a cute and mild girl yet also courageous and decisive! In order to be a Missionary, she made a great effort, overcame many difficulties, and finally made it! Her remarkable experience always inspires me! She is really the most courageous girl that I have ever met. I think I just simply need to make a choice and hold on like she did.

(To be continued)