We are fighters

Today, I accept a fact(in my opinion): All is about courage. One must give up the fantasy that life can be easy completely. We are fighters, fighting our way all the time. There is no backroad,ever! One must battle, battle , until life ends. Obviously, it's hard. The more you can endure torture, the more freedom you will enjoy! It's doomed, no alternatives.

Thus, you must have the courage to walk forward, to dive into the world.Like Monica says,"Welcome to the real world. It sucks! but you gonna love it!"

What I lack is courage. I know one must strive , exert all energies to find a place in the world.不同I'm afraid. I fear that I can't do it. I have to reply someone to do it. Who can help me?  How weak I am! No one but myself. I canno't say I'm courageous now. Yet, I find myself gathering strength. I spend less time in worrying, more in fighting. I know my limitations. I cannot make comprehensive prepation for everything. So what ? I'm relax now. I have been struggling with the devil inside. Hermin said to Harry Potter:" You are a great wizard. It's about friendship, and courage."

Yes, courage. Once you have courage, nothing can stop you. Your feel you are God.That's what I am feeling now. I'm the God of my soul.