Day 120th

This is a quiet morning, Saturday morning. I don't have to do other things as uaual weekends, but I still woke up at 7:00, I want to change many things, even I tried many times.

Recently, I was at my downest point, especially that week I was liking a walking dead, and complained many things, thought I wasted too much time here, the faults are all others', I must eacape the situation rapidly. This week, I wanted to start a toally different life initally, but I fell down, I found it's hard to change, as I used to the life before. After doing other things to make me feel good outwardly, my mood was bad again that day.

But now, I see the light suddenly, almost all the things are because of myself. I didn't try my best to do anything, even no one teaches, some people also can do the outstanding thing themselves, the key is they try again and again. I recalled the chances I met, I was not ready and did not do the things by heart. Therefore, I lost too many things, but the worth thing is I think out, it seems I grow up one night.

From now, I will do the things in my way if there is no other chance.

First of all, the most important is my work, my main business. To find customers by that way- try again and again, summarize frequently, communicate comments with others.

Second, to learn English as good as I can, to have a high IELTS grade, to help others translate, to prepare learing abroad.

Third, dancing is started eventually, so I will contuine and enjoy.

The last thing which I tried many times, I really lost weight over a period time, just two or three moths, then I did not keep doing. In the later days, I said over and over again, but not make it come true. One day, I accidently found that I formed a good babit for more than two years but I didn't realize, sometimes when you are accustomed to do in one way, it will be a daily thing, even forget to think why you do like. Hence I will go on a diet and keep doing, who knows how long it will be.

Life is amazing.