2017.03.27

Today is my birthday. Happy birthday to me! I am 43 years old from today. How many years do I hope to live? I really don't know. It isn't controlled by me. I am a man of let-it-be. So forget that nonsense question and do what I should do everyday.

I went to my son's school and came across his teacher and his principal who were both male. They were talking about my son. The principal told the teacher that my son shouldn't study in this school, because his score was much lower than the criterion. At that time, my son ran to me, holding his test paper. I saw many red crosses on the paper. I pushed him down and shouted at him, "Why don't you study hard? Do you know you will be expelled?" He looked at me with his innocent eyes. I couldn't help holding him in my arms and crying. Then I awoke, tears on my face.