The feelings of been alone

I have walked into the shadow, into darkside of my heart. 我走进过黑暗，走进过我内心的低谷。

Test the feelings of darkness around me. And everytime when I suffer, I look up the sky, there is no start, no cloud.There is nothing but just silence. I turn around, try to find the person who love me, whoever support me. But there is no one. And I look back. In front of there is still a long way to.感受被黑暗笼罩着，当每一次忍受，我都会看向天空，没有星星，没有云朵。这里只有寂静，死一般的寂静。我蓦然回首，试图寻找爱我，支持我的人。但没有人。我回头，前方还有一条长长的路要走。

At that time, I notice there was no one can truly support me, it always is just me. I am the only one in this world that can support me.  17years, everything just like a dream ,dream gone, people gone. 在那时我明白了，实际上没有任何人可以支持我，一直只有我一个人。我是这个世界上唯一一个可以支持我的人。17年了，一切就像一场梦，梦醒了，人就散了。

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And I have to continue, and I need to take care people whoever love me. because I don't know can I still exist in this world in the next second. I don't know will my friends gone, vanish in the  next second.但我还得继续，我还要照顾爱我的人。因为我不知道我还能不能存在在这个世界在下一秒。我不知道我的朋友会不会消失在下一秒。

So that, I need to rise.Rise from darkness. Cause, we fall for learning to pick  ourselves up.所以，我需要崛起。从黑暗中崛起。我们摔倒，就是为了学会如何重新站起来。

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You see ,now I understand.你看，现在我懂了。