how do you feel about that you're dying someday

I feel sad at my first thought. I wish that I were immortal, and can live as long as the universe. I am so frightenned by the fact that I am going to die someday. It's too difficult for me to accept it.

At my second thought, I feel that I should cherish my life. I can only life once. Once I am dead, there would no chance for me to reincarnate. All that I can do is to live my life to its most extent, with more happiness, more meaning and less sorrow and less regrets. I wish that I am brave and persistent enough, so I can live my life as what I expected.

Then, what comes to my mind is that other people around me will die. My father, my grandmother, my friends, my cousins, my love, my daughter, they will all die someday. I'll stay more with them if I can. I will forgive them no matter what they did. I'll enjoy every moment being with them. I'll let them know that I love them and I really care about their well-being.

At last, it comes to me that all of us  will die someday. Embrace everybody. We are all the same before death.