April 6th,2017.

l found myself dawding,completely beat.

l  found it hard for me to sleep single-mindedly without chatting with you. l never come to terms with the fact that you are busy with part-time job,while l am alone.But it turns out to be what l am up against currently.

l just gave up on running while l could still go any length to overcome my weakness.l was halfhearted all the time.

Reaching the finish line,never walking,enjoying the race.

l often tell myself not to give up,but finally give in easier.My mind was messed up .And l didn't want to think of too much theories,just wanted to run at my speed.

But now it seems l am listless,lifeless and aimless.l  am still disqualified for its competent runner.Two years has passed,l see no progress in my running,especially speed,not distance.

l should swing,reinvent myself to run fast,more.

When you lose contact with me,l seemed to be worried you too much.When we own something,we don't valve it until we lose it.

l  don't want to struggle anymore,for there is only one way for me to chose,better or worse.

l will try hard again.