All seems accelerated since may, even nothing clearly expressed, all is going vaguely...
it's a nice evening with Kyoko, she looked beautiful in that night, smelling fantastic from her perfume, felt something hot from her eyes when we were talking in the car where parking aside the north bund, romantic moment being with her at that instant, can't forget... ... ...
Atmosphere was changed when asked story for her first love with YPQ, strange jealous occurred, ashamed :-( , all went bad suddenly when we eating McDonald's, while she seemed cared nothing and left back home,
Upset mood was resumed back from frustation to exciting by just receiving a call from her in noon time in next day, during meeting break, as usual she confirmed she was pissed off too in last night & asked for solution from me, ah~, apparently message showed up with her foregiveness and lovely communication approaching to ease the gap between us, then immediate coffee time with her in her office building came up to true, crazy on me ?!
Honestly I can't touch the real feeling or see through the face from her until this moment, even though we can talk continuously for whole afternoon & evening in recent, thinking that was a smart communication skill by her, or turely favorable impression on me? I have no confidence at all ... :---(
looking forward to the trip to bj tomorrow - actually 10 hours later today, start to seriously think about this exciting now, why, because of china print or meeting someone on May 8-10? oh, can I assume fall in love in secret?