One year

Toady is 13th Nov, 2016. I was in London last year. I came back to my hometown where I grow up. I went to home and I feel very strange, because I leave my hometown nearly three years. I went to my first university when I was 17 years old. I didn't stay home for a long time after I left my high school. Then I found a job as a tutor in a college. I still don't know what i want . I am thinking this problem one year. I also spend many times to analyse myself what is i good at. I maybe find it but I need to solve this problem. I had a talk with a girl who had same problem. She is going to Italy and her dream come true. I think I should to do it. I can't give up though my current situation is desired. Never never give up.