Beautiful Day with Some Cloud

It's another full day today.  Despite some trivial matters that didn't go as smooth as expected and one not that trivial but has upset me a lot,  I succeeded in accomplishing the basic goals established for today.

It seems that the main task of my life now is going forth promisingly.  However,  there are something worrying me, making my day not that bright.

One of my friends, who accompanied me during my period of degeneration and abandonment of myself,  has almost lost all of his enthusiasm in life and has been always at the edge of committing suicide. And he experienced the touch of death the year before last year when he took a fatal dose of one kind of medicine. So I cannot treat his saying about suicide. What makes he in such a condition is like the cause of my dyas of degenerate. Neither of us are good at self-control and we both give in to the tempation of mobile phones and computers in college. And since each of us is greedy man who won't be that easy to accept the reality to be a mediocre man for the rest of life.

But maybe I'm more willing to change and to live. I never thought to end my life. He has fallen to a vicious circle that the worse his life is,  the less enthusiastic he is to live.

I have been trying to transform his attitude and bring him to the normal life for a long time. But I really don't know whether I will succeed. From time to time he will express his thought about ending his life. I'm really tired and stressed out sometimes.