Random Thoughts (Day 2)

    Today, I left Qingdao for Weifang to take a job. My roommate Tianqi showed great reluctance to part with me. We had a wonderful time living together for about nearly ten months. We had created a happy memory. But life goes on and I need to embrace the new to let myself grow up which is necessary but bitter. Everything went smoothly: the working environment was good and my colleague were nice. The DiDi driver was very warm-hearted. He said that there was nothing interesting here. Fortunately, I came here not for fun.

  I had a very sad dream tonight in which I lost my chance to go to my graduate school for a minor mistake making by myself. I was awake in the middle of my dream by the thought that I would have nowhere to go. I think it is a kind of feeling of insecurity. After all, I have suffered a lot in the past year.

    The first day that I teached students was very tiring. My throat was very sore. Apart from that, I had a tight schedule because I hadn't prepared for the eight-hour lesson. Being a teacher is a new experience for me. But I told myself that nothing was difficult for me and I could handle it. I ate meat today because the dinner was dumplings. After all one of my favorite food is dumplings. In a word, it was extremely busy today. What's worse, tomorrow it is the same schedule and I need to get up early. I gradually find out that I have become more peaceful. If I have inner peace, I will always find an oasis no matter where I go. In other words, everything depends on me. I am a fearless person and I do not fear any authorities.