My Emotional Record

 In 2018.11,i was through a  blind(盲目的；瞎的) date meeted my ex-girlfriend. During the date, i was very happiness when we gone to shopping, walked in the park adn saw a moive together.At Christmas. we embraced and talked about recent occured interesting things. About 11p.m. I felt spend a long time, i  sent her home and perpared go to my home.
 If normal status, i will get married with her.But my father like gamble and drink liquor(烈性酒), At the party, my father spoke many bombast(夸大的言辞) and they uncovered my family not enough money for hold marry party and buy new house.
  Next, lots of sadness things happened.I often cry for it.I  change my dad  action and habit until my girlfriend gone away from me. During a long time, I w as unhappy and work hardly.  One day, i felt unconfortable, then i gone to hospital to exam my body. I have gallstones(胆结石) ！Suddenly, i figured out(想通) i need relax and rest myself.No one can chane my life,only me!
At the end.I started to change myself, i want to be better than now when i meet a new opportunity i can catch it.