aplogize to myself

    I promis to him, I will get up and go to bed early and take good care of myself, but I didn’t . I’m not keep fitness and keep eating the juggle flood and stay ip at the midnight and make my body even week and unhealthy. 

    I waste my time on the internet doing something nonsense , I chose the WeChat , WeiBo, choose updating my profile and wish someone care . 

I promis to him , I will become more brave , more positive to the future , but I didn’t 

I’m cat’t focus all my attention and valuable time on something matter ,I choose to doing the easy things .keep myself stuck at the start point and doing nothing .

I collect many study course , but I never learn it ,