If I have regret, I have too many regrets…I have faithfully recorded my traces. I'm actually very much like Guo Zhongbi. Dogs cannot change their appetite. I don't want to force my daughter to study, but now my education is taking effect. Tian Zhen Xiang is my example of the effortless self integration.
I teach my daughter, and she learns quickly. Cicadas' chorus is great!
Yes, ji fang's son is great! Sometimes I think about forceful ideas: to force myself to study. It's hard to understand why…I thought i have regret about my study, it seems not.
I couldn't sleep again, it seems the intervention stripes weren't really caused by intervention. I have to admit there're things I'm not able to understand. There's this invisible net which fluctuates with certain regularity, and no way to understand its course. They can both be named as abstruse, abstruse after abstruse, that's how all wonders take place. Big monk is calm because he has prepared all possibilities, possible or not possible; he doesn't define the world, doesn't quarantine things, doesn't define others.
I'm having a hard time now, I need to improve myself. I shouldn't delete weibo, shouldn't be over-confident…
Yes, i should really reduce my desires, I've already got such a cute girl ! Maybe when I'm suffering, they're suffering too…Tian Zhen Xiang is such an expert !
I was sleepless the whole night, all the thoughts came up in the mind in turns, the traditional values are the most important, most valuable. Other people slept well, I can't, I see the difference. That's why I'm not able to keep a woman around or do any work well.
I'm completely disheartened…Only my daughter is my gift by the nature.
Everywhere I can see I'm a nerd. Unknown bacteria isn't a nerd, it's super Intelligence. The first beam of light comes out from the top of Qin-mountain once again. It shines the surrounding mountains. The sound of the bus horn marks a new day's start. The trees stand like sentries, shroud of clouds like the cotton wool marks another sunny day.
Now the light comes more and more, like a wall of light spills over the side of the Qin mountain, making the mountain a golden pyramid. The crops, looking vigorous, are ready to absorb as much energy as they can. Villagers go a new day of mountain farming(i.e.,digging bamboo shoots).
I'm really a nerd, both my IQ and EQ are low! "Mom" said I'm abnormal, luckily my daughter is normal. My body can't be well if this continues, my dad said of me. I have seen the peaceful gesture of her driving her car…
I cannot educate my daughter, I can only educate myself. Everybody's working hard, pursuing their dreams, or pursuing the way. She also regrets, unsatisfied with her life. Because she's not able to find the way in me, so she has to look otherwise.
Luckily I have my girl, that's the gift. Yeah, everybody is working except abnormal people. Look at my dad's eyes, he's normal.
I must take care of my body.
The way i treat her is a model, that's why she agreed I'm good-tempered. Even Ma su hua doesn't want to talk to me, think about it. Normal people are all able to love and hate…
My dad is a normal person, very quiet. The ground gains one to be peaceful. I follow her way to play the chess. Taking care of her is my job. By playing chess with my daughter, I understand woman is good hearted. That reminds me of the woman who feeds a homeless cat.
Woman often says one thing and thinks another inside. Such as my daughter, she often cheats money from the "bank", but she's warm-hearted. But yes, woman always want to be winner!
Problems are always there, but equivalence is always there too… The beauty of mathematics is permanent. Mathematics is permanent beauty and order.